Thursday, February 12, 2015

2/12/15 Entry (Coming from Fear versus Coming from Love)

Yesterday evening when I got off the phone with my Loved One, I immediately sent a message to the wonderful, Michelle of Michelle Eves - Spirit moments​.
My Loved One has been dealing with some physical pain for some time now and it popped into my head that it might stem from a Past Life issue.  Ultimately, whether it was Past Life related or not, I wanted to inquire about purchasing a healing.  I am currently taking part in one of Michelle’s Mentoring programs and she’s been instrumental in channeling forth deep healing for me on all levels including Past Life and Ancestral Line Healing.  She was the first person I thought to turn to for two reasons.  Reason 1 being I can attest to the beautiful work she does.  Reason 2, as a Mentor, I wanted her advice.  You see, not having broached the topic, I didn’t have my Loved One’s permission.  So, I sent a message to Michelle, asking her thoughts on the matter and in particular bringing up the subject of Free Will and Permission.  I wanted to help my Loved One and at the same time I wanted to do the right thing—the thing most aligned with my Loved One and my greatest and highest good.
After the message was sent, I prepped for channeling some healing energy to some folks that had requested it.  Some of these folks has also requested it for others.  Now, in my prep, after surrounding both myself and all who were to receive in Light, I called on, by name, the unconditionally Loving assistance of my Friends in Spirit, as well as Reiki Healing energy, and asked to be a pure channel for this healing session.  I asked that the healing be in alignment with the Free Will of the recipients, specifying that if for some reason it was not aligned with their Free Will/their Higher Self’s Will or God’s Will, that the healing instead go to Mother Earth. I clearly and consciously set this intention and included my Loved One.
Whilst in the meditative state of channeling the healing, the following came to mind: “Let Spirit play their part.”  The understanding followed that Angels, Guides, Ascended Masters, etc, had a role to play as well and by inviting them into the situation, they could play their part in co-creation with the asker and the highest good of all involved.
When the channeling was done, I knew I had my answer to the query I had posed to Michelle regarding Free Will and my Loved One’s situation.  I sent another message to Michelle.  I told her I realized my first message, although from a place of genuinely wanting to help, actually was rooted in the energy of fear.  I was attempting to take action out of fear, instead of taking action from a place of faith.  To take action from a place of faith, for me, meant, prayer for the best possible journey and outcome, as well as, in my case, asking to be a channel for healing that honors the Free Will of the healing recipient.  And if his/her Free Will declines, then their desire is respected and the energy instead goes to Mother Gaia.
I felt a peace with that.
Michelle replied later and I want to quote part of her message:  “When we come from a place of fear we want the outcome that would alleviate our fear but is not always what is in the highest and best for the other….”  Michelle went on to say that while she would not do a specific healing session on my Loved One without conscious permission, she said we could do some work through me in our next session on any energy patterns that could be cleared up and that any aspects that would affect my Loved One would only be done if Michelle had my Loved One’s Higher Self’s permission.  Michelle encouraged me to continue sending Love and Healing and Prayers aligned with my Loved One connecting to and following the Highest and best path in this journey, all the while clearly giving ultimate deference to Free Will.
(Wanted to share in case it is of service ♥ )