I'm currently navigating a relationship where, mentally, I genuinely want to forgive and am taking the steps that I can to continue walking down that path, while, at the same time, I'm being honest with myself that I'm still feeling angry and judge-y.
I'll get "there." Because that's important to me.
Just as it's important for me to honor how I'm feeling-- be honest with myself-- and be present with how messy the journey currently feels, sometimes.