i love you so much

I love you so much.

I love you so much it’s instinctive to give you solutions masked as advice on how to navigate issues you bring to my attention unfolding in your life.  I’m younger, yes, but I like to think I’m an old soul and so the advice I proffer carries a bit more weight

I love you so much I offer advice when something has happened as opposed to the advice you offer seemingly out of the blue but actually is more akin to a well-known tune because I’ve heard it over and over and over again throughout the years

I love you so much I’m so heart sad to know my life is lacking on some level to you.

I love you so much I allow all I can allow until enough is enough and I have no other defense but to say, “Stop!” and walk away

I love you so much I do the inner work to understand why you say what you say because it helps me to forgive, widens my compassion and teaches me what not to perpetuate

I love you so much I’m trying to figure out how to let you be you while being my best self even though letting you be you sometimes affects me being my best self

I love you so much I hope both of our dreams come through for my life in all ways that makes both parties so very happy

I love you so much I’m consistently asking for divine assistance on surrendering our relationship, consistently asking for divine guidance on how best to proceed