I wish we were friends.
Of course that means I currently think we are not friends
And that can only mean I wish you would change so that we
could be friends,
But I am aware enough to know that to want to change you is,
unfair.
I am also aware enough that I can really only commit to
changing me
If that means I’m changing me for the better (I know what
it’s like to change me not for the better.
I got lost once. I’d rather not get that lost ever again).
The thing is, I find, in some ways, incrementally, that I am
changing me.
But I don’t think this will make us friends.
If anything, I just envision the distance growing.
So.
I guess. In alignment with the little changes I’m making,
I’ll just continue to wish you well and keep surrendering
our relationship
To be what it is meant to be and to feel peace however it unfolds.