Tuesday, December 4, 2012
CONDUIT
There has been a lot happening in my life. I’m not going to do a recap here, but perhaps in sharing the following, you’ll get a clear idea.
This morning (Dec. 4th,2012), after requesting a message for the day from God and the Angels, I drew a card from Doreen Virtue’s Daily Guidance from Your Angels Oracle Deck.
Turning the card around, I read the words, BE HONEST WITH YOURSELF. After mulling it over for a bit, I had a pretty good idea what it was referring to.
Yesterday, a lady asked me for a reading via personal messaging on a social networking website. I had actually given her one via a practice reading thread some time ago. That was our only interaction to date. The reading thread is a forum where people volunteer to be read while others can volunteer to be readers.
I was surprised that she had contacted me personally, especially because she never gave me feedback on the general thread regarding the first reading I had given to her. But I did want to help and so I went ahead and pulled some cards for her, sending the new reading before I went to bed.
Well, this morning when I woke up, I logged on saw that she had checked the message but that she had not replied.
I looked down at my card again. BE HONEST WITH YOURSELF.
Honestly, thinking back to her message, I knew there was more I had wanted to say. I was concerned that if I didn’t speak up, she could very well keep asking me to pull cards for her via personal messaging, indefinitely. In this particular case, my intuition was telling me to honor my energy's request to set up boundaries.
So taking the angels’ message to heart, I penned an additional reply. In it, I brought up the BE HONEST WITH YOURSELF card. I told her that I adored being of service—which is absolutely true, I really do like to help—but that in the future, I preferred that she wait until I was volunteering on a reading thread before asking me to do one for her. I also encouraged her to get some angel cards and practice with them, as we all have the ability to have a personal dialogue with spirit at any time.
As I was writing, I felt as though my left toe was burning.
It was an intense sensation, but I was focused on finishing the message, so I didn’t think too much about it.
Sometime later, one of the friends that I had pulled single cards for, wrote back saying she wanted to draw one for me as well. I tried to dissuade her, telling her she didn’t have to do that, as my initial gesture was a gift from the heart.
But she wrote back, insisting. So finally, I conceded.
A short time following this exchange, I again noticed the burning sensation in my left toe. I was now in a better position to notice it’s intensity (I had been preoccupied the last time).
I don’t know of any other way to describe it other than it felt as if the lower left side of my leg was on fire. As it intensified, or perhaps as my attention to it intensified, I found myself automatically opening a word document. I thought perhaps, Spirit was signaling they wanted to send a message through me (mind you, this has never happened before, but I wanted to be prepared for anything).
Typing, I asked the angels if someone was trying to tell me something. Pausing after the question mark, I waited. Nothing. And my left pinkie toe was still on fire. Not knowing what else to do, I mentally asked AA Raphael to help me.
I glanced back at the social networking site and saw my friend had sent me the card reading. At the very moment, I made this discovery, my toe stopped burning!!!
Using the HEALING WITH FAIRIES DECK BY DOREEN VIRTUE, She wrote:
“Your card jumped out as I knew it would! :)
(The name of the card was) Problem Resolved <3
Card meaning: an issue that's been bothering you is being healed behind the scenes. The solution is creative, ingenious, and is a joyous surprise for you.
– You’re on the cusp of experiencing welcome relief from a problem that's been bothering you. The fairies want you to know that you have reason to smile, as Heaven is working on the solution that is so creative that you'll chuckle with the light at God since of humor. Basically, it's a win – win for everyone. You'll soon be receiving good news, such as the healing of a strained relationship, and unexpected financial resource, a resolved health issue, I happy addition to your home, a new career opportunity, or romantic proposal. Please don't strain to figure out "how" this solution will be achieved, or in what form it will manifest.
Instead, let yourself enjoy feelings of excitement and gratitude as you allow us to help you.
Affirmation: I ask that all effects of mistakes and misunderstandings be undone, both in past and present.
So much Love and appreciation to you for simply being you! <3 “
In that moment, I knew that the toe burning sensation was connected to the message I had sent this morning. My toe was burning when I sent the message and now my toe was burning again because I had received confirmation that I had followed the advice from my first card. I felt I was basically being told, “You’re right on the money. You’re on fire!”
The information contained in the card that my friend had drawn was a response from Spirit verifying that I did do the right thing and everything was fine!
This appears to be another clear way in which Spirit chooses to communicate with me!
I LOVE IT!! I’m so excited for more!
Thank you, God and sweet Angels!!!!