I was told not too long ago that i was overextending myself. It was brought to my attention that I was putting too much thought into something/ people that at the end of the day were not my friends.
Part of the reason this might be the case is I feel as though I don't really have my own thing going. I am currently stuck in a routine rut that can be somewhat uninspiring (wake up, gym, work, home, sleep, wake up, gym, work, home, sleep, wake up, and repeat).
I like getting along with other people but there are times when it feels as though I'm the one making the effort and sometimes that can feel disingenuous to sensibilities. I'd rather focus on getting along with myself more and trust that my light will shine through without my sacrificing myself.
I'd like to know myself more. In 2011, my resolution is to be my own best friend:) Going to the gym, exploring different activities (maybe finally learning how to knit or looking into a tap/dance class), continuing with yoga, etc. I will be 35 this year. I would like to say that at the end of the year, I had a phenomenal time. I have been laziness inclined, but I know the diference between realxing when I truly need it versus being a bump on a log and trust me, at this point, its easy for me to be a bump on a log;p
I am still interested in an acting career. I really do like connecting to compassion and understanding by putting myself in other people's shoes and in general encourage others to care and be conscious. I also want to work on material that encourages forgiveness. And I'm also interested in writing (i.e.--a novel, a play, screenplay, an advice book, sketches). I would love to get back to singing as well. I also believe I will go on a silent retreat and have more reiki sessions and see more plays and movies.
I am open to exploring new things. I welcome Divine counsil and Divine assistance.
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