What I learned about myself

i was afraid
things were moving too fast for me
i was afraid
so i never put my fears into words
i was afraid
to be judged negatively instead of trusting i could safely confess my needs
i was afraid
that you'd disappear or be hurt
what's ironic
is you still disappeared and experienced hurt
so i learned
even if i'm afraid, honesty is more important
so i learned (am learning)
to be honest and compassionate with me, with you
i am learning
to forgive me and release you
i know
the Universe has always taken care of me
I Know
if we're meant to be in each other's lives
it will all line up
I know
no matter what happens i wish you peace and love
I know
I trust
I release